Breakin' Up

I miss you...even if i never really liked you.

Well, that’s not true...you were thin, usually quiet, and always seemed to fit just right. But i had serious thoughts of getting rid of you, especially around christmas. I should have been grateful. Sorry for all the pain i've caused...towards the end of our relationship i'd just let you fall, without much concern

Mostly, i miss what was inside. Our pictures. So many fuzzy, blue-gray images (you never did have the best vision)...I miss the simpson display at krikorian...y&g meetings...my new-born nephew in the hospital...debut practices...my dogs (even bella)...eric and aubree... choir shows... the thermostat at the choir banquet...david posing...meaghan and shanell looking awkward...that blue and purple thing that was my screensaver for like two months, whatever it was, i miss it too...and most of all, i'll miss jillian's face...bus rides, birthdays, summer nights. Half of your memory is filled with that thing.

I kinda expected to take a graduation picture or two with you...I thought we had more time. It started with michael's freshly shaved head, and ended with kyden's cute mug...

Goodbye.