mama mama MAMA

now that im feeling better its time for a blog post...im gonna try to find something significant out of my sickness. i love lists so...

While i was sick, i learned that:

• if you want something done right, have your mom do it (my dad went to the grocery store so i asked for flinstone's push-ups, the one with dino on the cover, and he got finding nemo. they were delicious ( i had three in one day) but this leads me to my next discovery...
• finding nemo 50/50 < flinstones assorted (cherry, grape, orange...in order of the best flavors)
• my immune system has evolved (dayquil has no effect on me anymore). this also connects back to mom knows best cause my brother went to get more medicine (i used up all the dayquil/theraflu/tylenol) and he bought....DAYQUIL...liquid dayquil.
• hot is better for a sore throat than cold
• laughter is the best medicine...the only problem is sickness transforms laughter into a cough...try it, you'll start to laugh but then it contorts and strains into a heap of dry heaves

it feels good to get that out of my throat...

Snot Feeling Well

You know you've hit rock bottom when your throat is clogged with something thick and green, and your nose drips onto a book without letting you know...i feel like both body parts have switched functions. (But, for the record, i don't drool...anymore.)

Breakin' Up

I miss you...even if i never really liked you.

Well, that’s not true...you were thin, usually quiet, and always seemed to fit just right. But i had serious thoughts of getting rid of you, especially around christmas. I should have been grateful. Sorry for all the pain i've caused...towards the end of our relationship i'd just let you fall, without much concern

Mostly, i miss what was inside. Our pictures. So many fuzzy, blue-gray images (you never did have the best vision)...I miss the simpson display at krikorian...y&g meetings...my new-born nephew in the hospital...debut practices...my dogs (even bella)...eric and aubree... choir shows... the thermostat at the choir banquet...david posing...meaghan and shanell looking awkward...that blue and purple thing that was my screensaver for like two months, whatever it was, i miss it too...and most of all, i'll miss jillian's face...bus rides, birthdays, summer nights. Half of your memory is filled with that thing.

I kinda expected to take a graduation picture or two with you...I thought we had more time. It started with michael's freshly shaved head, and ended with kyden's cute mug...

Goodbye.

Suck It...In

i do sit-ups when i see diet pill commercials...

what if you spent the same amount of energy and time sucking in your gut as you did exercising...and by you, i mean me.

There Was No Blood (Part Two)

this one's kinda self-explanatory...WOW...maybe im being a little passive aggressive, but i dont want to see it anymore......I feel like crying in the breadsticks.