here are some thoughts, mail me a penny

My mom and i end up watching The Royal Tenenbaums whenever its on tv.

She'll say, "I like this movie...I don't know why i like this movie."

Then I'll ask, rhetorically of course, "Yeah...is that why we don't own it...cause we don't know why we like it?"

It Just Is by Rilo Kiley reminds me that everyone I love is gonna die...and that realizing this and continuing to live anyway is what being human means.

Inspired by Colma: The Musical, I want to write and star in a musical about and with my friends...I think about you guys all the time.

Someday I'm gonna be a character actor.

I've been pretending to be a housewife this week...it's tedious, and rewarding, and distracting. It reminds me of this song by this guy...

When I'm alone I do what I think is ballet...

I'm playing tennis with my dad tomorrow...haha can you believe it? Yeah, were going to Big 5 in the morning for tennis balls and sweat bands. I haven't sported with my dad since he assistant coached my baseball team, the padres i think, and taught me how to pitch. Now I'm gonna teach him how to return...

jillian, can i smell yo dick?

it should be raining, i type slow...i thought of the word fast before i typed slow like a dyslexic word flip...wrist hurts complaining is easy...rain in this song feels so real im getting wet...scratch scratch...i want to sing...for a living? if i could i would maybe i will maybe i wont julia nunes is more endearing than annoying...floating would- i could cry when my friends are sad i want to cry i wish they could all- but if they were happy would they grow? growth is important im told...dont leave me. i dont want to hangout tomorrow with him were just friends i'll tell myslef...nervous... gym now? too tired? i can do it just do it goddess of luck? or luck right?...oranges... tobias funke is falling off the rails into a turntable in the magazine i read when i should have been doing latin translation...makes me feels cultured or smart... bourbon...clowns...green means- i want to feel intelligent, terry gilliam is like ramin in some way he wouldnt like me as a person...spam!

the mind is bombarded by all kinds of stimuli.